If you are planning to do anything about "leaving" please wait. Just continue reading or go visit my blog: Christina's Blog, okay? Wait until you contemplate some things first? Wait. See what irreverent things I come up with before you decide to head out into Outer Darkness. You don't want to miss that, do you?

You CAN contact me at christina@crowecreations.ca if things are really bad. But be aware that I might not be able to respond immediately. Maybe not even for days. Maybe not until the cloud of decomp permeates your apartment and leaks out under your door to alert the neighbors that you've made a decision. Your life or non-life is NOT my responsiblity. And I do NOT want it to be. It is YOUR responsiblity. Yours alone. You volunteered. (More on that, later.)

And for fuck's sake, please don't just contact me for no reason, okay? Jeez. We are talking life and death here.

You ask: "Are you saying that things don't always happen for a reason?"

I am.

I'll explain more as I build my blog: Christina's Blog. 

Meanwhile, get as much sunlight shining into your eyes as you possibly can -- pitch the sunglasses! Ask a doctor how much Vitamin D you might need for your height and age, etc.  Keep busy -- but don't take on more than one or two things at once.  Not yet, anyway.  Take on easy things you know you can succeed at.  For now, anyway.  You probably won't want to miss your own deadlines.  Take up a hobby.  STOP thinking about yourself all the time.  (Not easy sometimes, but doable.)   A biggee:  If you end up feeling bad about yourself after hanging out with certain people, don't hang out with them anymore.  I give you permission to walk away from them.  Better lonely than dead.

Shit happens